13 dpo beta was 79. Good news but still not counting any chickens. Actually, i'm not even looking at the eggs yet--I want to have no real or implied counting happening.

I got back for repeat betas thursday and monday. hopefully the news will continue to be good.

I thought I would be really excited but I think I'm just freaked out. I went from stressing about getting pregnant to stressing about staying pregnant. I realized this morning that this will either end in the best day of my life or another truly awful day and I have absolutely no control over which will come to fruition and thats incredibly scary.

Anyway...just wanted to share the good news (I'm still debating about whether calling it "good" news is possible chicken counting).